Being a parent is a wonderful, amazing, terrifying blessing. I live my life flying high with bliss and debilitated with anxiety. I just wanna carry him around with me all the time!!
When I see other people with their babies I wanna kiss Charlie-- I am torn literally every time I get home from work between hoping he's asleep peacefully or being awake so I can hold him.
This is definitely not something I was warned of! I'm obsessed with him and so stressed at the thought of all the things that can happen to him. There are a million things beyond my control that could hurt him or his quality of life, and I cry sometimes thinking of what could happen.
Be warned, people, parenthood isn't for the weak-- any decent person will find it hard to be selfish when it involves their child.
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