Baby fever?

Lately I've been asked by people if I'm "ready for another kid/baby yet?"  I always reply no because I'm still enjoying Charlie grow up. I don't think I've got even a touch of normal baby fever like some people seem to assume I should have. When I see small children and babies at work I get a small pang, sure, but it's because I miss Charlie so much! All I want is to hug him when I see other moms shopping with their little ones. 

I'm forever wondering what he's doing or if he's okay without me when I'm gone, then I feel guilty for doing so because I spend most of my days with him. Eric works a 9-5 job, would LOVE to spend as much time as I do with Charlie and here I am complaining about the twenty some odd hours I spend away from him? Rude. Charlie is a constantly changing and growing little boy; we'll never get these moments back with him! That's why personally I couldn't intentionally have another child so soon-- we'd miss all of this!